Limbo

It seems I am in a continuous state of limbo. This is not to mean I spend my free time bent over backwards hobbling under a pole. There are no leis or mai-tai's here, just a monotony I find remarkably difficult to expunge.
Perhaps you've found yourself in the same predicament, neither here nor there. Never quite sure what you should or should not be doing with your humble existence.
I do not live for 'God,' or any specific deity for that matter. I live.. quite simply, for myself. There are no church gatherings or other religious brouhahas to attend and no preoccupation with 'holy scripture' to devour my time.
I no longer spend my day breathing in the moldy, stale air of an old office building, laboring over an assignment when my toxic supervisor is sure to take the credit.
Nevertheless, there are too many things that I find myself not doing.
I am stuck in perpetual non-motion.